Oh my dear umph

Was anyone else at the penns peak umphrey’s show friday night and completely umphucked? Can’t believe how insane that show was. One of the best nights of my life, road trip, hotel room moments, and the show included! Can’t believe how lucky I am to have these times happen. So much fun :) much love to you all.

I don’t know I’m not much of a partier these days. Its like I need mental recovery, not from drinking and having epic drug adventures but from being constantly doing things. All my friends are like hey come get drunk with us and we’ll go to this party then paint and I mean I’m okay with the painting part I’d just much rather do it sober with some tea and some good music playing. I don’t know who I’m becoming but I feel a change coming through the wind. I find the comfort and vibe of my own home a lot more good for my soul than being out with people and wishing at points to just be able to relax, or do my own thing. Maybe it’s a stage, or I’m learning. But I am definitely healing. and spending a lot of time with my dad, because he is my best friend. He took me and Justin out underneath the Father Pine outside our house last night and smudged us with herbs and a cleansing meditation. Then we just listened to the dead and smoked. He told Justin that he couldn’t even be around his vibe because it was overwhelming him. In a good way. I don’t know, my dad showed me how connected everything REALLY is last night, I’ve always felt that way but last night really showed me. I felt rooted to the ground I was upon. I felt like the tree surrounding me was teaching me it’s ways. Beautiful how things work, hmm?

How are all of you on this fine Saturday evening?

I love thinking about how much I’ve been through with Justin and we have only been together for almost six months. So much bullshit and crazyness yet we still have the ability to be obsessed with each other.. I love him, so much